Ah, what the hell.XD

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY...
Personality:
Eyes:
Hair:
Family:

WOULD YOU...
Be my friend?:
Keep a secret if I told you one?:
Hold my hand?:
Take a bullet for me?:
Keep in touch?:
Try and solve my problems?:
Love me?:
Date me?:

HAVE YOU EVER...
Lied to make me feel better?:
Wanted to kiss me?:
Wanted to kill me?:
Broke my heart?:
Kept something important from me?:
Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

AND MORE...
1. Who are you?:
2. Are we friends?:
3. When and how did we meet?:
4. Describe me in one word.:
5. What was your first impression?:
6. Do you still think that way about me now?:
7. What reminds you of me?:
8. If you could give me anything what would it be?:
9. How well do you know me?:
10. When's the last time you saw me?:
11. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?:
12. Are you gonna paste this to your journal see what I say about you?:

I Fear…

[] the dark - darkness is my friend :3
[] staying single forever - I guess that would suck, but who cares
[ ] being a parent - MINIME!!!X3
[ ]giving birth - OW?
[ ] being myself in front of others - who gives a damn what others think?
[ ] open spaces - WHOO 4 WHEELER!
[] closed spaces - Beware the demon posessed closet that throws up random pointy objects dipped in diamondback rattlesnake venom at passerby's spleens!
[] heights - I doubt a pilot would be afraid of heights
[ ] dogs - I must shave them!
[ ] birds - go great with mashed taters
[ ] fish -
[] spiders - I had a pet spider once...she had lotsa spider children that devoured her insides while she slept
[ ] flowers or other plants - *pokes venus fly trap*

Total so far: 0

[ ] being touched - NO TOUCHY! TOUCH ME AND I'LL CURBSTOMP YOUR ASS!!!
[ ] fire - >.<
[] deep water - Legends of the deep...
[ ] snakes - are fun to beat your brother with and taste good too^^
[ ] silk - Commando?
[ ] the ocean - burns your eyes!
[] failure - I am a failure!!!X3
[ ] success - rarely get success
[ ] thunder/lightning - ooh...power.....ORGASMIC!>.<
[ ] frogs/toads - Much more fun than a tamagotchi
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad - never met
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom- never met
[ ] rats - are fun to lure out with pizza and shoot them with .22's as they go to eat it
[] jumping from high places - nope, but I might fear the collision with the ground for a moment :3
[ ] snow - ABOMINIBLE SNOWMAN! (What's 'abominible' mean anyways?)

Total so far: 0

[ ] rain - Acid rain?
[ ] wind - *moan*
[] crossing hanging bridges - SWOOSH!XD
[] death - a temptation that won't leave me alone... -_-'
[ ] heaven - Can't get to heaven in a taco shell! Heaven ain't got no Taco Bell...all my sins are washed away, I've been redeemed~
[]being robbed - Of what? I own nothing, because I am nothing.:3 WHOO HOBO!
[ ] falling - nope. collision with the ground for a moment.....didn't we go over this?
[] clowns - I kicked one in the crotch when I was 3!XD
[ ] dolls - G.I. JOES IN PANTYHOSE!
[ ] large crowds of people - a dislike not a fear
[] men - *licks lips* heehee >.<
[ ] women - BEWARE THE ESTROGEN!
[ ] having great responsibilities - no?
[ ] doctors, including dentists - I nearly died in a hospital :3
[] tornadoes - once again, power. ORGASMIC. >.<

Total so far:0

[ ] hurricanes - FULL BODY ORGASM!!!XD
[ ] incurable diseases - I laugh at them! mwahaha
[ ] sharks - must have an expensive dentist bill
[ ] Friday the 13th - International Cannibalism Day.
[ ] ghosts - are misunderstood?
[ ] poverty - lol I thought that said 'uberty' for a second XD
[ ] Halloween - CANDY!
[ ] school - better than home
[ ] trains - Beware the little engine that could
[ ] odd numbers - My fav number is 17^^ and 13 and 69 are 'odd' too XD
[ ] even numbers - exist?
[] being alone - I am now
[] becoming blind - Aneki's becoming blind XD
[] becoming deaf - sign language :3
[] growing up - I can be mature if I want to! *heart skips a beat*

Total so far: 0

[] creepy noises in the night - i'm the one who makes them to scare my little bro haha
[ ] bee stings - LMAO Hilarious. *remembers cousin being chased around the house by a swarm of wasps*
[] not accomplishing my dreams/goals - eh, get over it
[] needles - I hate needles :3
[ ] blood - orgasmic^^
[ ] dinosaurs - Jurassic Park hehe
[ ] the welcome mat - too bad I'm not welcomed :3
[] high speed - yay
[] throwing up - SO THAT'S WHERE THAT WENT!XD
[] falling in love - everyone does eventually, why fear it
[ ] super secrets - Secrets have capes and super powers now? Oh dear, whatever shall I do?

Damn. Well guess I better logout before I get murdered. I'm gonna go disappear for a few weeks now.:3

(summarized update first)
I didn't get anythin' for my birthday except for the vid Wolfy Boy and Shii made and the $40 bucks I got from Aneki, which my mom took and spent. Once again, my mom kept me from my Dad. I was put under house arrest and wasn't allowed to do ANYTHIN' but exist and tend to my Stepdad's every whim, which I refused to do, so---yeah. Still snuck on the com here and there. I decided to stand up for myself and let the truth be known in court. I got disowned, ---yeah, and kicked out of my own house. My mom tried to have me put in a foster home. I was a hobo for 2 days. I now live with my Dad.

Now I rant.-_-'

Today is obviously Mother's Day. The day I spend thinkin' 'bout all the things 'Mommy' never cared to do. Like earlier in church. They centered the entire service around how their moms did this and that for them. Momma never told me about Jesus. She never mended my wounds or taught me to sing. Actually, she's never taught me anythin'.-_-'

This year, 'Mommy's present was never havin' to deal with me or my bro ever again, because I got put out, and I sure as HELL aint leavin' my 'lil bro behind. And as of tomorrow, Daddy will have legal custody of us both ANYWAYS.

So Happy Mother's Day BITCH.

And as far as I'm concerned, she's dead. She died the first time the bastard---and did nothin'. ENCOURAGED IT in fact.

You find my pain humorous Mother Dearest?
HUH? IS THAT IT?!

I have no Mother...

Let's just get this outta the way.

1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on their same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag backs!

1. If I were to put all of my most used words into a sentence, I would get "freakin' awesome gay spaz skills"
2. Red is sexy
3. I'm thirsty
4. I have an Aneki who is an overprotective, OCD...
5. I finally got around to settin' up Nintendo WFC (BRAWL!>D)
6. -ty nine
7. Me n' Aneki are makin' a vid with us doin' stupid stuff in it
8. ORGASMIC

The End

and wanted me to post a journal er somethin' so that's what I'm doin'.^^

Let's see...

HOW CAN THEY NOT HAVE CAMO IN CA?!?!O.o' WTF IS THAT ALL ABOUT?! Camo is AWESOME, and it should be a DEATH PENALTY for not ownin' any. And freakin' hiphop in Hot Topic? I'd form an angry mob, OBLITERATE the source of the treason, take over the damned place, put on some BLACK SABBATH, and then headbang in my underwear for the hell of it!

What else?

Oh yeah.^^

My Birthday's comin' up and to be honest I'm NOT very excited. 'Cause every year, all my birthday ever does is create CHAOS. Like last year. Stepdad went crazy, somehow got my mom put in jail INSTEAD of him, and this HUGE court battle. Our house was such a wreck we had to move in with another family member. Mah cousin witnessed a frightenin' fight over who would take me where, AT MY SCHOOL, and the only reason I didn't go with Rex was because I was afraid that when I got back I'd be beaten to the brink of death. And that's only part of it.

I can't WAIT to see what's in store for this year.-_-'

I could rant forever about how much I hate my stepdad and how he's ruined my life, but that wouldn't fix anythin' would it? .....But it damn sure makes me feel better.

Speakin' of which, I recently picked up an old bad habit of mine. And of course Aneki is onto me...*sigh* and a couple others. But I'll stop.....OH MY GOSH RUKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!*SPAZ*>.<

*licks lips*

I wish I had Reita in my closet...(and I'm sure I know someone who agrees)XD

*dances oddly* LMAO

INNOCENT------> 0

I still say Wolfy Boy is Austin Powers, Aneki is that spy chick, Shiimale is Dr. Evil, and I'm Mini Me!>D

I should prolly find somethin' OTHER than them to think about. haha

I'll pick on my bro instead.

After I donate my lemonade.

I think I'll watch that movie I rented 1st.

The only reason I rented it is 'cause it's called "TORA! TORA! TORA!" LMAO

Maybe there's a sex scene in it. ROFL

Thank you, Netflix! T.T

...DAMN! That's still thinkin' of them.

That's really gettin' annoyin'. -_-'

It's like they're my only train of thought recently...

This may lead to a premature death.O.o'

Dude, I just thought of somethin' Aneki could send to Wolfy Boy.

The SINGIN' BABIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!LMFAO

He knows he wants a vasectomy.XD

I'm sure you're tired of me talkin' to mahself, so I'm gonna go rock out on Guitar Hero 'til I get a carpal tunnel.^^